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my birthday 8 days ago..

hi all..

my 18th birthday is over and i haven buy my first 4D and toto.. omg!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AINI AND WISH YOU HAPPY ALWAYS AND AND WE HAVE THE SAME BIRTHDAY!!! YEAH HAHA

my bithday is fun and i walk alot alot...

first stop: sing song at ktv at suntec with all my best friend!!
thanks to chen pei, andrew, goucheng, lousie and antin!!
WE PLAY UNTIL 3.30 AM OMG!!!!!

second stop:
walk walk with the hug of mother nature!!! haha with dear

then eat dinner and dessert with mum and sis and dear!!

my present from dear!! so cute!!

way up high!!! at tree top walk after 5km of walk!!!

photo at the nice background!!! love love

photo from gou cheng..

we play cake sing song drink chivas...
is a crazy crazy night!!!! FUN FUN FUN!!!

MORE PHOTOS TO COME AND SORRY I'M TOO LAZY TO PUT THE DETAIL..
WA HAHA

BUT MANY JOKES IS MAKE AND MANY MOMENT TO REMEMBER!!!

.............

miss 2 lessons and have warning letter.

back in obolo

starting ut

love my family and dear more

sis going overseas

and now i'm hungry!!!

love all and thanks :)

to dear: i really love you and thanks all the thing you do!!!!

# posted by blackcoffin at 10:31 AM

happy 22mth together!!

to my dear:

happy 22 mth together.. (28/10/09)

we have argue and quarrel

we have anger and sad

we have different feeling

we have cried

but in the end..

we still care

we still love

we still miss

your love is like power to me to make me still awake to face the problem

Thanks my dear for staying there with me..

we have more to understand

we have more to know

so we have to stay together very long...

i will stick together to you like gule and tape.

JIA YOU O...

we have more to discover in each other... MUHAHA!!!

we will take many many photos together to remember..

dear dear.. dun forget: 1,2,3,4,5!!! *HUGS*

:3 stay happy always..

love you always!!!

2 more mth to 2 year

2 more days to 18th

2 more days to c you

# posted by blackcoffin at 12:19 PM

jap event in sch!! FUN!!

yeah yeah yeah

RP FIRST GAKUSEN EVENT ON LAST THR, FRI AND SAT...

happy happy there is cosplay on sat also!!!!

have a lot of fun playing and running around the school..

photos photos PHOTOS!!!!

dear come to sch also and we look so alike (clothes)

we both black black de!!!

bon as L... SO COOL

breda in lolita goth.. so cute!!

people from comics IG too... chio la.. XD

going to head bead tze yan if she dun draw yaoi!!! haha

casper is one of the 'ghost' in hunted house!! haha

LULU and friends... O.o cute cute

xi wen and i acting... WE ARE LIKE CRAZY!!!

akina and i acting rock star!!! haha
(a bit too bright)

tze yan in jap clothes.. so kawaii..
she also trying to seduce me.....

YES YES!!! ME CAN HAHA..(blush) =^^=

kai and akina singing... so sweet!!! *HUGS ALL*

many many meeting
many many work out
JCIG have our first event!!

I LOVE MY FRIENDS!!!
THANKS TOO ALL MY JCIG FRIEND TO GIVE ME A GOOD TIMES..

sad i do not dare to go to hunted house..
i'm super happy also because there are photographer take my photo with dear and also breda...

then when i'm going home... farewelling with my friends..
dear suddenly lost.. i'm so worried cause my phone is with him...
REASON: photographer bring him to one corner to take photo... 0.0

WIN LE LO.. happy le lo.. haha..
actually.. photograper also take pic of me and dear when we are sitting down and talking..
haha.. so super happy!!! XD XD XD....

O BTW... i feel my hair is crap on tat day haha...
xi wen also call mi to be like SM queen!! OMG..
HAHA.. (^-^)

HUG HUG TO ALL MY JCIG MEMBER AND ALSO THE PPL WHO SUPPORT!!!
thanks guys * kisses *

still busy with reflection and sch days..
going home almost 11 plus everyday...
pon sch and going late for sch..
Friday when to sch at 2pm lo.. (just to listen 6p)

can't really remember what i do in class but i hope i can pass..

CRAZY OVER JAP SONGS anime jpop jrock!!!!
and YAOI!!!! BLs ROCKS...

i now realize the other side of my dear... high high high!!!
i love my dear so so much!!! *big kiss* STILL CRAZY OVER YOU!! u know y..

# posted by blackcoffin at 1:29 PM

a week is gone,

take photos from pet shop at vivo..

shadows of me and dear...

sat

shopping with dear, dad and ling and watch surrogates with dear and his family...

surrogates is a movie saying robots is helping people to work to play and any stuff..

i do not wish my world because like that.

eating burgerking's for dinner and play mind games with dear..

'only talking 3 words at a time' and 'not saying i,him,you'

really fun playing with dear!!! hug hug...

sunday,

working from 3 to 11pm..

tired tired tired...

saying hungry all the time....

pizza PIzza PIZZA!!!!!!

FRIDAY IS A BUSY DAY!!!!

preview for ICG and guitar!!!

time drag from 7 to 945..

went to pp to find chen pei to farewell for evan!!!

went to haji lane!!!

photos!!!

dun know to say about sch..

always feeling hungry!!!

MUHAHA!!!

HOPE TIME FILES FASTER AND END MY BUSY DAY!!!

last: i miss my dear!!

# posted by blackcoffin at 8:52 AM

new class new start

hihi...

today wed.. third day of sch..

then then this is my new class photo!!!

FAST RIGHT!!!
THANKS TO MY CLASSMATES.. HAHA!!!

new class E35M!!!!
M again!!! yeah!!!
all are from STA!!! so it will be fun and creative!!!

i miss my w47m classmates but i also look forward to getting along with new friends..
*happy* XD

reflection REflection REFLECTION!!!!!

meeting meeting meeting!!!
almost everyday have meeting and preview!! fast fast end so i can rest and do more work!!

hope ALL TURN OUT WELL!!!!

oh oh .. working in pasta m is abt 2 weeks..
eating free pasta free bread and free soup is the best!!

I WANT TO EAT ZUPPA!!!!!!

sat..

dear fetch me off work and we went PP to eat and shop!!
eat SASHIMI AND WESTERN.. YUMYUM!!! :)

went home to eat MOON CAKES!!!!
MOONCAKES is getting more and more flavours..
bird nest, durian and chocolate..
some mooncakes look like eye shadows
some have black skin and also gold!!! OMG..

98.7FM.. MARTIN TO MIDNIGHT
they sing a song about mooncakes and is damn funny..
they use the song (piece of me) *please save a piece for me* HAHA

finally...
i miss my dear alot alot..
hope to see my dear happy face again and again!! love love.. muack *big big*

# posted by blackcoffin at 2:58 PM

everything is coming

FEW MORE DAYS TO GO TO SCH REOPEN!!!!! OMG...

THIS PIC IS FOR MY DEAREST DEAR DEAR..

HAHA...
updating on our 1year and 9mth outing on last sat.. XD so happy happy...

went to compass to windowshop abit.

wanted to see the dental but need to wait very long so we drop the idea

then went back to dear house to decide what to do later...

as usual i use his com and talk talk..

hug hug dear dear alot and give him present for that mth..

is two doremon i collect from happy meal..

baby like it alot.. haha

after watching 'year one' and 'kumar drag queen' in his com

and it is so x 100 funny... hahaha

i fall asleep in my dear arms..

wake up already 4plus..

then i wan to go tm to window shop..

dear dear take a long time to decide what to wear and is all my fault..

haha.. looking at dear dear looking at the mirro in different outfit is so funny and cute.

at last dear dear wear shorts and hat and a black shirt.. very nice wor.. haha i like i like..

then in bus i take alot of snapshot of dear. we also sleep in bus haha lucky never over stop.

i was hungry so we went mos for a small bits..

we talk alot and we feel many ppl is waiting for seat go we faster go shopping.. haha

when i was talking, suddenly dear dear say 'baby your eyes very pretty wor'
OMG make me so shy suddenly. haha and i say thank you..

then we went artbox to buy warmer for dear dear..

dear never know there is warmer in the market so he is like so curious and happy.

i brought a med one for him and he buy a small one just to try out the feeling.

he was playing will it and say it feel very warm and very nice.. haha

dear dear is so cute la.. jus like the way after i cut my hair.. haha

then we went to niwa sushi to have some food..

then dear dear say something very turn off.. and i tell him abt it..

he was like 'o really? sry sry' then i pretend to be angry but i was laughing cause my dear

always act this way and i tell him he have to be happy cause if is other girl they will turn

and walk off.. haha dear say he feel very bad but i say i use to it le haha..

walk walk abit then he send me to wait for bus..

we talk abt our problem and also some sweet stuff... haha..

we sms all the way until we both reach home..

is a very happy shopping with dear.. dear dear wanted to but things for me

but i dun feel like wanting.. so dear dear you have to decide on ur own wat to buy lo..

haha.. wa wa so detail this time haha

LOVE YOU MY DEAR THANKS.. huga huga

when working and i was very bore i draw this..

is abt couple haha very funny.. no story line but i like XD

mine jap name...

on monday

went to amk k box with nur alicia yc and guan wen..

food....

take a few photos and we are very high.. sing alot alot

but so sad i need to leave early cause of sch meeting.

we sing alot of funny songs like 'mary have a little lamb' and also 'milkshake'

we laugh alot.. haha and i will remember how yc sing 'i'm yours'

and alicia singing westlife love songs.. so sweet haha

i have a great fun thanks guys.. hug hug

yo the photos is here... this is the jap sch event!!!!

haha.. i know is post is long..

today i stay at home

finally got the time to blog and also rest..

cooking chicken and miso soup tonight... yum yum..

lindy getting good result and i'm thinking wat to buy for her..

two more days to meet my dear.. hope so hope so cause i have work on sat...

sch going to reopen and i hope my classmates have someone i know.. haha

baby i love you.. jia you jia you... haha

# posted by blackcoffin at 2:49 PM

is been a long long time.

hi guys

really sorry abt the photos...

there is problem with mine cable and blue tooth..

trying to fix it soon.. very soon...

OMG... i'm SICK... FEVER FEVER FEVER...

NOW RESTING AT HOME...

should be going to sch to have classes and meeting de lo..

my crazy mind is telling me to take another job.. when i have to work PM and OBO

school stuff and work is driving me MAD.. sorry my dear.. haha

first stop.......

MEETING IN SCH, shopping with alicia.. FUN SIA.. HAHA

HOLIDAYS..

MUM COOKS THE BEST HOME COOK FOODS... YUM YUM

Sep 20

when to wasade jap high sch to have fun with dear...

many room and things to see.. ex specially jap girls.. OMG.. haha

when to play games and also their tea ceremony.. WIN a small yoyo and sweets.. COOL

eat with dad and shop with dear family..

MY DEAR FIERCE SIA.. HAHA

NEW PILLOW @ $1... MUHAHA

working two job and my first day at PM... so nervous and lost... JIA YOU BA!!!

SHOPPING AT ISTEAN... WA WA WII.....

with ling and mum.. NEW HEELS AND SHIRT..

16

RUSH here and there
thanks to my dad i'm on time..
love ya

15

feelings... shhhh

oh yes..

080909

when shopping with Mandy... so fun.. but so sorry i will fix my com and upload the photos soon..
shopping @ bugis.. muhaha

ok tat it for today..

going to take temperature again

jia you stay happy always.. hugs*

# posted by blackcoffin at 2:15 PM

nothing left

Problem problem PROBLEM..

going through stages of life is important but the truth is hurtful.

lying to me that u are happy is the worst thing i can imagine and yet u did.
so WAT IS THE POINT?

the truth is always hurtful.
i can say i always say wat i'm feeling for you is truth but u?
lying does not make mi happy AT ALL...
wat come next is more painful....
i have not make you happy at all..
ur laugh and smile i heard from the phone is real but the reason is not me.

so wat is it now?
wat is ur feeling for me?
is ur sms real?
is ur smile real?
is ur words real?
i dun like to ask question like this in my heart again and again...

infact i dun noe how to face you.
i dun wan to question you
i dun wan to c u sian, unhappy or daydreaming
why do you have to pretend?
do i have happy? NO.

finally i can link why are u behaving like that to me...
wat have i done ?
i hate bringing unhappiness to others...
those pic we take, now i look back there is only lonely and bore

is totally CRAZY CRAZY CRAZY....

i have fallen into ur hole deeply and now how u wan me to crawl out again............

i will support u through the stage.. dun worry.. haha

wat is love btw?

nothing left.. walls form again, harden and freeze.

# posted by blackcoffin at 1:06 AM

many many more (holidays)

hello..

holidays now but i'm in sch learning japanese..
Doozo yoroshiku onegai shimasu.. XD

first first..

me and dear go for our date at 1 sep

when to orchard to eat and ps to take photos... haha
wat a wonderful day... love love my dear.. HUGS XD

catch small fluffy toy at $1... so luckly!!!!

take photos at MRT.haha

oh ya... i cut cut my hair on sat 29/08/09
hahaha

love it alot alot and take take photos with my dear..
fast fast!!! ^________^

i have a tail behind.. *love love*

NOW NOW
BUSY BUSY

2-3sep

went chalet with my beloved class w47m.

FIRST DAY

afternoon-thanks alot to my DADDY
fetch food from guan wen, alicia and felicia.

evening- wanted to cycle but the bossy boss uncle say cannot.
start fire.....FIRE!!!!! for BBQ

night- play twister
- play drawing pic
- watch little britain
- EAT!!! FOOD!!!

SECOND DAY

morning- eat eat

afternoon- heat up food to eat... haha
- play acrade
- play pool

evening- meet chen pei and friend to eat and play

night- watch movie (i love beth copper)
- play cards

4-6sep

japanese culture group camp... JCIG

WAKE UP AT 8 AND RUSH TO RP FROM DOWNTOWN!!!!!!!!!!!

FIRST DAY
-play hunting game
-play amazing race
-food is good... haha
-movie screening

SECOND DAY
-cosplay using paper
-scissors paper stone
-camp fire
-sing songs

GOING BACK TO SCH AGAIN AND AGAIN
for rp reflection event... meeting meeting

PHOTOS WILL UPLOAD SOON I HOPE...
HAHA.. SORRY FOR THE LONG POST...
^________________^

# posted by blackcoffin at 11:11 AM

BLOGSHOP!!

hello hello...

my new blogshop is done haha..
will be changing to even better as time goes by....

blogshop mainly my D.I.Y items and softtoy...
do show ur support to me... thanks alot!!!

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sorry abt thr photo taking.. will improve on tat.. haha

do drop a comments.. thanks!!! love ya... happy happy XD

# posted by blackcoffin at 2:54 PM